The Haven

I guess deep down we always knew
that this thing that blossomed
and florished
and grew
between us was damned
Never to be more than just…
a thing…
an infatuation…
a fixation…
yet we nurtured it and encouraged it
and now the fix has become an obsession
a the pull is so much stronger
cuz the addiction is that much deeper
and the yearning…
to see
to hold
to feel
…it get so much bigger
and we sink that much farther
into pain and
into hurt and
into misery yet…
neither of us will fight to pull away
because deep down we’ll always know
that in some sick twisted fashion
we like it…

**Confessions of a Confused Mind**